The Story of My Life... Keep Everything at a Distance...

February 19,2009 (2:10AM)
I'm very sure, this never happened before...
I just finished watching The Lake House, a movie introduced to me by One man I can never meet. Him, I would like to give my whole heart to.We never knew this movie ourselves, it just pop out from the head of his best friend after he said our story, months ago.. he asked me to watch it with him, but i wasn't able to, too many reasons. It's the only moment in my whole 20 years of existence that i regret too much. it's not so good when you're on your own.

Persuasion by Jane Austen, i wish to read that book...
So that i'll know somethings worth the wait. and all the pain that accrues with it.
I miss him so much. I miss him like in everything that i do, I wish he was with me, In everywhere i go he can be with me, In every words i speak he can hear me, that in every tear that falls he'll say everything's gonna be okay.

In those white houses near the heaven overlooking the waters that brought the fall of Troy, i will wait...

To heal broken hearts, heaven breaks time.

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