Because to me... There's no wiser words than my own version of the quickie notes!
and so it was. you will find it weird, but the little notepad i got from a friend was one of the major reasons why i passed the board exam. it became my diary, my little confidant and my friend. it surpassed its purpose. because the notes i wrote here will be my guide in the new world that is there outside. and today, im here to share it! in chronological order. no dates.
"Ang nag-aaral nagsisikap! Hindi inaantok pag hapon, konting tiis lang, 4 months lang to, kayanin mo na. If you are to be a CPA, start acting like one, pray hard, work harder! endure it. kaya mo yan!"
"If at first you cannot leave, don't beat yourself up, for the trains that go in one direction always come in the other. And will bring you home again... 6:20-6:30 am coffee time"
"Innocence just like solitude, is only a human presumption"
"after 5 years of falling in and out of love with the course i was forced to marry, last night, it finally looked me in the eye and asked me "ever heard of anger sex?" I answered "My last option i suppose""
"Evert choice is a world made new for the chosen. The unbearable, exquisite pleasure of being chosen"
"Separated by time and space... but it was the kind of love that knows no border"
"I thought i wouldn't live through it, but i did, i learn to love the place somebody left behind for me"
"what are you jennee? physical capital or financial maintenance?"
"READ ALL, ANSWER ALL, ANALYZE ALL.... DIE! (come on girl have a life!)"
"kailan mo ba maipapasok sa utak mong parang engot na ang RA9504 ay JULY 6, at ang 40%OSD ay JULY 1?"
"Post do I need a reason? I miss that feeling"
"With God everything is super duper possible! Thank You Lord for the gift of easy grasp, retention, analysis, memory, good health and most of all for Your love. For taking away the fear in me"
"The lack of compromise is one of the things that makes childhood a place of absolute freedom and happiness. You don't have to take what the world gives you. You get what you want"
"Ayos lang yan.. Wag ka ng umiyak... Lahat talaga napapagod... Pray.. Everything will be okay..."
"For Your love that encourages me to be strong everyday... For Your gifts that made me believe in myself. To You Lord I offer everything. Had I not been enough, Im sorry, next time I will work harder so that all I do will make you happy, I am burnout by expectations, I am suppressed by my need to fill them and forget why am I doing this. I am sorry I wasn't enough... I am sorry Lord"
"Go shopping on friday! You deserve it! Watch inception with the king of deception! Don't forget to get yourself a bag of silver Kisses! Do your grocery too!"
"Sometimes I just want this whole thing to be done and over with. Gusto ko rin namang matulog na hindi nananaginip na nagsosolve ng kung anu-ano, binabagsakan ng tsunami tapos hinahabol ng tornado. problematic na nga ko sa totoong buhay, pati ba naman sa panaginip problema pa rin! I need peace! Give me peace!"
"Unmet expectation is the mother of all murdered hopes"
"Dear Lord,
Give me a forgiving and understanding heart. Please. Make me meet my mother's expectation and fulfill my father's dreams for me. I know I am not enough and I am not even worth it. But I am willing to work even the hours that most people should have been resting. I am willing to work hard. Please don't leave. Please be with me and hold my hand all the time. Please be my peace in this war where my only weapon is my hard work and faith. Make me the sister that my brothers and the twins will be proud of. the grand daughter that my grandparents will be happy for. and a friend that can help my friends weather their own storm... Please Lord... be with me...."
"It feel so good to remember the first time i sit in front of our house, looked in the sky and everything around me and declared "today is a perfect day" i was 5 or 6 probably... I miss that kind of peace.. Immeasurable and heartfelt peace"
"Capital Asset- principal residence, will be utilized to acquire a new... "is that a cute guy???" (referring to the first time i saw mr. room 4, whose name i never get to know)
"The world is weird but its beauty is immeasurable"
"When you have too much of something, it becomes irrelevant"
"22 things I am thankful for:
1. Facebook- for allowing me to be pathetic.
2. My olddddd phone
3. My calculator
4. My notepad
5. My friends
6. My books
7. My mom
8. My dad
9. Alliyah and Allelieh
10. Guichu and Luigi
11. My lolo
12. My lola
13.Denise and family
14. My unknown FB friends
15. My long distance Love Affair
16. farmville, poker, cabal
17. For the word "draga" and that i was once lovingly called that way
18. For the new term of endearment that I will surely be called...
19. For my long hair that has ruined the life of all who has got the chance to sit beside or behind me.
20.For my smile and for my love
21. For my life
22. Because i never have to confront any mountain or walk in a dark path alone... Everyday You give me a reason to be happy... You are my happiness... and that is beyond all reason! I love you lord!
(for my 22nd bday)"
"Pinpoint your goal, work rapidly, keep going like a clock does. Hardwork is never an alternative route in life. It's really a necessity for a more serious purpose in this world"
"Make a formula summary for business combination... I pray to God that you read it!"
"You see! He listens to you! We all just love the love bug! Stay pretty!"
"POK U" (LOL)
Well, that's all... After this I want to start writing something like this again when I start working. It finally dawned on me that there is a big difference between, university life, Formal review, board exam and the real world. but there's also something that remains the same. God is there. and will always be there....
"Do not be dismayed, Do not worry, Do not fear, for I Am your God...."
"Ang nag-aaral nagsisikap! Hindi inaantok pag hapon, konting tiis lang, 4 months lang to, kayanin mo na. If you are to be a CPA, start acting like one, pray hard, work harder! endure it. kaya mo yan!"
"If at first you cannot leave, don't beat yourself up, for the trains that go in one direction always come in the other. And will bring you home again... 6:20-6:30 am coffee time"
"Innocence just like solitude, is only a human presumption"
"after 5 years of falling in and out of love with the course i was forced to marry, last night, it finally looked me in the eye and asked me "ever heard of anger sex?" I answered "My last option i suppose""
"Evert choice is a world made new for the chosen. The unbearable, exquisite pleasure of being chosen"
"Separated by time and space... but it was the kind of love that knows no border"
"I thought i wouldn't live through it, but i did, i learn to love the place somebody left behind for me"
"what are you jennee? physical capital or financial maintenance?"
"READ ALL, ANSWER ALL, ANALYZE ALL.... DIE! (come on girl have a life!)"
"kailan mo ba maipapasok sa utak mong parang engot na ang RA9504 ay JULY 6, at ang 40%OSD ay JULY 1?"
"Post do I need a reason? I miss that feeling"
"With God everything is super duper possible! Thank You Lord for the gift of easy grasp, retention, analysis, memory, good health and most of all for Your love. For taking away the fear in me"
"The lack of compromise is one of the things that makes childhood a place of absolute freedom and happiness. You don't have to take what the world gives you. You get what you want"
"Ayos lang yan.. Wag ka ng umiyak... Lahat talaga napapagod... Pray.. Everything will be okay..."
"For Your love that encourages me to be strong everyday... For Your gifts that made me believe in myself. To You Lord I offer everything. Had I not been enough, Im sorry, next time I will work harder so that all I do will make you happy, I am burnout by expectations, I am suppressed by my need to fill them and forget why am I doing this. I am sorry I wasn't enough... I am sorry Lord"
"Go shopping on friday! You deserve it! Watch inception with the king of deception! Don't forget to get yourself a bag of silver Kisses! Do your grocery too!"
"Sometimes I just want this whole thing to be done and over with. Gusto ko rin namang matulog na hindi nananaginip na nagsosolve ng kung anu-ano, binabagsakan ng tsunami tapos hinahabol ng tornado. problematic na nga ko sa totoong buhay, pati ba naman sa panaginip problema pa rin! I need peace! Give me peace!"
"Unmet expectation is the mother of all murdered hopes"
"Dear Lord,
Give me a forgiving and understanding heart. Please. Make me meet my mother's expectation and fulfill my father's dreams for me. I know I am not enough and I am not even worth it. But I am willing to work even the hours that most people should have been resting. I am willing to work hard. Please don't leave. Please be with me and hold my hand all the time. Please be my peace in this war where my only weapon is my hard work and faith. Make me the sister that my brothers and the twins will be proud of. the grand daughter that my grandparents will be happy for. and a friend that can help my friends weather their own storm... Please Lord... be with me...."
"It feel so good to remember the first time i sit in front of our house, looked in the sky and everything around me and declared "today is a perfect day" i was 5 or 6 probably... I miss that kind of peace.. Immeasurable and heartfelt peace"
"Capital Asset- principal residence, will be utilized to acquire a new... "is that a cute guy???" (referring to the first time i saw mr. room 4, whose name i never get to know)
"The world is weird but its beauty is immeasurable"
"When you have too much of something, it becomes irrelevant"
"22 things I am thankful for:
1. Facebook- for allowing me to be pathetic.
2. My olddddd phone
3. My calculator
4. My notepad
5. My friends
6. My books
7. My mom
8. My dad
9. Alliyah and Allelieh
10. Guichu and Luigi
11. My lolo
12. My lola
13.Denise and family
14. My unknown FB friends
15. My long distance Love Affair
16. farmville, poker, cabal
17. For the word "draga" and that i was once lovingly called that way
18. For the new term of endearment that I will surely be called...
19. For my long hair that has ruined the life of all who has got the chance to sit beside or behind me.
20.For my smile and for my love
21. For my life
22. Because i never have to confront any mountain or walk in a dark path alone... Everyday You give me a reason to be happy... You are my happiness... and that is beyond all reason! I love you lord!
(for my 22nd bday)"
"Pinpoint your goal, work rapidly, keep going like a clock does. Hardwork is never an alternative route in life. It's really a necessity for a more serious purpose in this world"
"Make a formula summary for business combination... I pray to God that you read it!"
"You see! He listens to you! We all just love the love bug! Stay pretty!"
"POK U" (LOL)
Well, that's all... After this I want to start writing something like this again when I start working. It finally dawned on me that there is a big difference between, university life, Formal review, board exam and the real world. but there's also something that remains the same. God is there. and will always be there....
"Do not be dismayed, Do not worry, Do not fear, for I Am your God...."
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